Life Is Tough

I'm too tired with this life. My schedule is full all the time. This stupid project is killing me. All the sudden, the works seems to hit at the same time. I have this stupid lab that required me to take data from 4 pm till 7 pm. Then there is this one day where I’ll remember. After a whole day of class and taking the six o’clock reading, I have to rush out to buy food and then rush back there waiting for the lab assistant to open the door. There is the time when I’m very tired; eating the rice in my car as it started raining. It’s dark and nobody there. With bottle of water, I quickly and hungrily gobbled down the rice. It’s cold. Even my spectacle developed vapor. Much to my disappointment, the lab assistant didn’t come and I rush back to my com to bathe and get prepared for the 8 pm extra class. It lasted 3 hours. Coming back to my room, it’s not straight to bed but rather doing assignment till 2 pm. This trend has gone for few weeks.

Well, not many people understand how I gone through this period. Words might not express the real situation. If my activity were filmed, maybe the viewer will cry for me. Sometimes, it’s not that I wanted a life like this. I can’t do anything. Sometimes when I look at my course mate that they are doing their project in the lab I was a bit angry as I need to do for them while they are doing their own project. But I’m not a quitter. I still hang on. But it comes with a price. With great power comes great responsibility. I believe there a hero in everyone of us; that give us strength and make us noble even though sometimes you have to give up the one you loved. If only I can split my body to fulfill each other’s request. I came across a friend of mine next door who suffered severe migraine due to sleepless night last semester. His body can bear it anymore. That night, I just wondering myself will I be him one day. I need to rest but the situation doesn’t seem to allow doing so. Who can understand me?